letting go.

after such a long while,

maybe i know what i am supposed to do now,


jie, i know i been emo-ing for a while now..but

i am really appreciating that you have been standing by my side...

words sometimes are never enough,

but just the affirming presence suffices.

i know what i need to do now...

and maybe i will need my sisterhood to pull that 1st step for me.

too many things linger in my phone

but unwilling i am to press that "delete" button

for i am tormented and gutted

will you help me?

a sham of lies....

I am feeling fine,

i am feeling fine!

i am feeling fine....

i am feeling fine??

am i....feeling fine???